Kissing my 20’s Goodbye….

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Day 18: My day began very chill then out of no where I burst into *cues music*…TURBO CLEANER!!! But this was a different turbo cleaner mode… It was all in my head!!! I had all of these great new ideas on what I wanted to clean and organize but in real life/time I only did a portion 😐 . It made me think about turning 30…as you can tell everything nowadays is making me think about my older age. I wondered if my actions were not going to equal up to my thoughts due to changes in my body. But then I thought to myself, my age is not the deciding factor to my actual work whether I’m pumped about it or not. It’s all about my attitude to keep pushing even when I get tired or unmotivated. So lesson learned…

Day 17: Well I have always said that kids keep you young and on your toes. I am blessed to be able to work with all different age groups of students. And oh was today one of those comical “keep you on your toes” kind of day. If you want to know the honest truth ask a child and they will definitely let you know. I just thank God for all of the kiddos and teaching me more about myself. After yesterday’s TURBO CLEANER MODE failure, I decided to put that back into play but this time plan it out a little bit differently. I’m not going to reveal what it is just yet but know that it’s under construction right now🚧🚧🚧🚧🚧🚧🚧🚧. My only thoughts about age today was I don’t think my body is adjusting well to this age thing because I’m still up all hours of the night. OH I just thought about my first thought of aging today… Well after I washed my face this morning it was dryer than its been before so I’m not sure if that happens once you knock on 30’s door. Ok I’m done LoL!!!

Lesson of the day: Confession time: I have been struggling with spending money on myself. Meaning I find myself nowadays second guessing if I should buy something for myself that is a treat/reward like shoes or clothes. So today I literally debated for hours if I thought I deserved those few items. I’m happy to say that I won and bought a few items for myself. It made me thank God for the growth that I’ve experienced because there was a time when I would just spend money and not think twice about it. That’s definitely a THANK YOU GOD moment. I’ve learned that maturing comes from being deeper in God and not with age. I love giving more to others than myself, which is another THANK YOU GOD moment. Deliverance is what I long for!!! It felt good to treat myself and I know that it won’t happen again for a while LoL!!

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Kissing my 20’s Goodbye…

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I would love to hear from my audience that has stepped across the 30’s line and what your thoughts were!!! Please share

Day 19: *Glances at the time on my phone and GASPS* “OH NOOOOOOO I’VE DONE IT AGAIN”. It was now 4:11 AM I once again got caught up watching Netflix SMH!! I quickly thought “OH NO is my body going through this weird hormonal change to where it doesn’t know when I should be awake or asleep?” I had to laugh at myself and remind myself that I did sleep pretty much the whole day before and on New Year’s day. These are the kind of thoughts that race in my mind when I think of getting older. Silly I know right… I did wake up on time but a tad cranky. I knew I did that to myself so I had to suck it up and get to church. Speaking of church… It was right on time and I needed it all! The sermon was about What your ultimate goal is and what God’s ultimate goal is. It was very timely and loved it all. It made me think about how I have goals that I have set for myself and I compared them to when I would set them in the past. My goal with my relationship with God in the past was very surface and I only achieved what I wanted at the time. I didn’t want to go deeper… Well I take that back I did want to go deeper but I didn’t know how to. I was also in no position to seek him whole heartedly due to my own agendas and sin that I was consumed by. I also realized that God places the right people in your life at the right time. I am blessed to be at a church that has so many beautiful, loving, genuine Godly women that have a heart and thirst after God’s own heart ❤️. They make my heart smile and that reminds me of how much God loves us all and provides for us.

Today was a very relaxing day in the presence of God and I’ll probably be up late again due to my GREAT NAP!!! Oh is that normal to still LOVE ❤️❤️❤️ naps at 29 11/12 LoL?!? Taking naps made me think about how if I ever become a mother, my naps will be limited so hey why not enjoy them while I can!!!

Please share any wisdom that you may have with me about turning 30!

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‘TIL NEXT TIME MY LOVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

♡Posted by Sweet Inspirations by Candyce♡